I have a big secret to tell that I have, until now, kept to myself and my husband. I am infertile. Almost 2 years ago, my husband and I wanted to try for another baby. Our little girl was growing up and we thought it was a good time to start thinking about having another little one. So August 2010, I threw out my pack of birth control pills and we began our adventure into trying to get pregnant. I knew it would be some time before we would get pregnant as it doesn’t always happen right after coming off birth control. And 6 months later, we got a positive pregnancy test. I was swimming with joy. Immense joy. But March 25th 2011 we lost our little one in a way that I can only describe as traumatizing. It’s been a year and it still hurts as if it happened yesterday. We have been to countless doctors, taking multivitamins, exercising and short of dancing naked under the full moon and worshipping a fertility goddess, we still haven’t been able to get pregnant. I am frustrated, beyond frustrated. Our daughter was an “unexpected surprise” so I never thought that getting pregnant with the second one would be so hard. I came across another blogger whose article “When One isn’t Enough” who made me finally realize I wasn’t the only one. It’s definitely worth a read.